It's reality...bitch, deal with it.

20081018, 10:30 PM

"I Get Knocked Down...

but I get up again, you're never gonna keep me down" Friends seem to come and go, now I'm beginning to believe I'm having one of those Lauren Conrad styled dramatic sequences in my own life. People who I tended to think were my friends in the beginning have started to spread some rumours, and have tried to take me down as though I have done something completely degrading to them. I'd love to know what or who has started saying certain things about me, but I mean whatever it is rumours can only help me better myself right? I've been very selective over the friends I have come across for the past several years now, I have officially started to spend more time at home than anything else because of this. No, it isn't because I have become a book nerd, or whatever you wish to call me. It's because I don't find the need to go out all the time anymore. I go to school, go to the gym, go to my sporting events, and then I'm probably at home most of the time. That's helped me better myself as a person as make me realize a load of things about myself, much of which are stupid decisions I have found I made in the past about who I became friends with. Over the past few years, certain situations have landed me in a few predicaments...trying to hurt me or abuse my being as I can sometimes come off overly nice. Well look at it all this way, I'm still here, still fighting hard. I'm like a ball...I bounce back fuckers.

Labels: Friendship, Self Discovery

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Hi there, I'm Cici. That's what people tend to call me anyway. I'm 20 years old, and have been statistically challenged practically all my life. Music is my passion. I wouldn't give up the ability to hear for anything in my life. I've practically lived my whole life in Toronto. This city is mine. I'm a sucker for shoes. Yes, Shoes! No, I do not have some sort of foot fetish. I just like purchasing shoes. Especially a good pair of sneakers or flats. I have made many mistakes in my life, but that's what helps me grow as a person. I wouldn't change that for anything in the world. This is me, the real me. My life is totally unscripted. This is a dose of reality. My reality. Welcome to my world.

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