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20081017, 10:50 PM

Homesick? or Just Sick of Home?

Don't get me wrong, I love my city. I love the hustle and bustle, I love that my family is here to support me and encourages me to be the best I can be on an ongoing basis. However, I feel as though there is something out there better for me in this world. I won't lie, I've been slacking in school. It definitely hasn't been the best of times for me on that campus of mine. I detest the program that I'm stuck in for atleast another year, I despise the fact that I can't cram work and school at the same time because well... other things have just been on my mind. I feel as though I should get a new start in my life. Change how things are in my life. I want to move out, however without the money I'm not able to do so. The city is expensive and I don't want to live near my current school because well... I'm definitely trying to transfer out. I love living with my family, it's comfortable, and I know there are many more things I will have to worry about when I get into the "Real World", however I feel I need some sort of independence. It makes me wish that I was ten, when I felt everything was carefree, when I thought everything was good. When I played Pokemon cards, watched Sailor Moon, marbles, you know all that good good! Original Power Rangers were in, you know... Shit has changed so drastically since I've grown up. I miss all that old school shit. I didn't have to worry about anything back then. Now, how would things actually be now, if I did accept entrance to New York Film Academy?

Labels: Childhood, Family, Friendship, Self Discovery

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Hi there, I'm Cici. That's what people tend to call me anyway. I'm 20 years old, and have been statistically challenged practically all my life. Music is my passion. I wouldn't give up the ability to hear for anything in my life. I've practically lived my whole life in Toronto. This city is mine. I'm a sucker for shoes. Yes, Shoes! No, I do not have some sort of foot fetish. I just like purchasing shoes. Especially a good pair of sneakers or flats. I have made many mistakes in my life, but that's what helps me grow as a person. I wouldn't change that for anything in the world. This is me, the real me. My life is totally unscripted. This is a dose of reality. My reality. Welcome to my world.

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